'finding' my game

ive been meaning to look at some common situations for that 'Villain' profile i posted about, but haven't gotten to it. 

lately ive been more concerned with simply getting my game to the table. it's weird that it should be hard to play according to concepts that are well understood away from the table. i feel so weak when thinking about it, but it's undoubtedly true for me. 

so, anyway, i'll be working on that. 

im sort of thinking of doing something like the fee's moving up series on bluefire.com. although, it seems a bit contrived and would require some discipline, so on second thought...